| It really kills me how some people say they will always be there for you, but all of a sudden they don't care and they vanish from your life. I hate how my people think that I am going no where in life by having piercings or tat's. That is so shady. I don't have a job because I had a lot going on and going to class full time. And yeah I'm going my own pace. I just don't want to end up doing something with my life that I hate. I want to do something I like and I want to do. And that is what I'm going to stick with. I'm just sick of being talked down on. It's bullshit. It really bothers me how I'm lied to, constantly brought down, and I'm always talked shit about. I don't understand how my life is everyones concern. I have heard the most ridiculous shit ever. Things that are outrageous and maybe not even physically possible. Why can't I just be left alone? I'm so lost and confused. I always wonder why some sort of things happen to me. It isn't fair. Most of the time I don't really care, but yeah things get to me. My biggest mistake is having a heart too big. I am too nice and for some reason I always get stomped on. Don't get me wrong though, I CAN BE A HUGE BITCH. The only thing I can do now is move on with my life and not give a shit about anything else or anyone else for that matter. I can only count on myself. |
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| Chad and I have been official now for close to a month! Been together for almost 5 months! Couldn't be happier  |
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| yayness and such
things worked themselves out
that will be all
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| Things are shitty
hope my school and loans and everything work out
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| ok so theres this boy and i kinda like him and hes a good guy and he likes me yay....4th grade again! |
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